butchcassidy

You know it like you died and I had no time to think or cope, but you didn't really die and you left me to bleed to death. ~ I ripped out my heart to give to you and only for you, I could never bring myself to ever hurt you but I guess that didn't apply to you. I told you that you were beautiful, sexy and special, I know I'm not. When I was a kid, just like I am now, don't think I can't go find pleasure in this black world, just no more love. ~~ My chest was torn open with my own hands and I gave you my most prized possession, your still holding it, but what are you going to do with it ~~ You don't even care, with fading vision still only I c

Some days I sit staring out my window Days come so fast, yet so slow I know how the wind blows Known, Stoic, anti social I'm waiting for the one so dark she glows Day to day, fain and plain Some days I wonder Should I keep playin the game Incrimination pain, insane stains On this, my dark window pain I'm a crime against myself No humanity in myself No dreams in myself No possibility in myself I guess I'm just afraid of myself Silly girl, why the funny look My life wasn't exactly kind You walk away with me in mind I'm just a syringe of games or pain I'm a nice dark drug for your veins

What did I do to you? Why are you so mad? All I wanted to do Is walk and hold your hand When you came to visit I'd hold you in my arms I took you out to lunch We'd go driving in my car When I can to visit you We sat around and talked I was soon to realize That I would take the walk Now no one can fix My soul that has been torn But you are very different And seek to be reborn Now you've been reborn Higher then the sky But I'm still waiting here Waiting till I die… My journey isn't over yet Down to hell I go Life, memories, dreams They pass me very slow I soon land on fire Meeting demons of my past My mind starts t

Lifelong lessons on the back pourch Fighting to understand you I wanted to hold you To breath your air Now you lay the ground work For my broken spirt Look around you Hold me in your hand The other one is free Just to hit me when i'm down And if i died today It would be to late The damage is done The plans been laid And if I cryed for you I'll take back all the tears If I lied to u Im glad I did I dont second guess me But i second guess.............you I made a mistake And time did show why you were a bitch With all of your lies And when i am older And i have some kids They'll ask me my f*** ups I'll tell them t

Verse 1: Sittin' on my bed   Looking out the window                   At the black and white sky Resembles a TV, broken within me Closed the curtains for a while I can't stand to see you… Smiling at me Without any sympathy Bridge: So this is what it must mean to be me Playing until the end in my black and white TV Chorus: So do you believe that this is all true? All of the things I have to do for you I finally finished this work of lies…relying on my hatred of you 'Cuz, this is that damn song about you Verse 2: I only wish I could have seen my life begin On that piece of paper crumpled on the floor…like it'll be there any